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Thursday, January 2nd, 2003
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4:28 pm - UHH.
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If you want to be added to my new lj [gloriously]..go there and comment..NOW. RAH!
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| Monday, December 30th, 2002
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11:39 pm - UMMMMMM.
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Don't forget to comment on my new lj gloriously if you want to be added. If you don't comment, I won't add you...
K thanks bye.
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| Saturday, December 28th, 2002
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5:38 pm - <3
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I'm using the lj gloriously now...
So comment THERE, if you want to be added.
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| Saturday, December 7th, 2002
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11:01 pm - Rah.
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Uh today in the shower I cut myself, BADLY. I never shave in the shower. I usually use an electric razor, for this reason. It wouldn't stop bleeding. So I have ugly plain bandaids on. :[ And it burns so bad. Especially when I walk. I seriously took a thin piece of skin off. Rah!
I sent Shawn some pix..of my sis, my friends, etc. Outta boredom I scanned em. He wants to hook up with her. He hates me now. I was used. Even if this is a joke, I don't know what to do anymore. :'[!
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| Tuesday, November 26th, 2002
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9:58 pm - :D
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Comment to be added...I'll decide if I want you to read about my life or not...Thanks. <3
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9:42 pm - He's a funny guy...HUH? so he thinks. :[!
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kenny (9:40:16 PM): dont psh me you kenny (9:40:18 PM): you kenny (9:40:19 PM): inside out oreo
****for you slow people...
kenny (9:40:41 PM): white on the outside, black ont he inside
MEANING, I'm white but 'act black' pshhhhhhhh. :[!
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3:57 pm - Soon..
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Wow. I just cleaned out my friends. Bascially took the people off who don't comment..or post much.
If you wanna be added, then let me know. I'm making this friends only soon....
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3:28 pm - Coldness.
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Monday, went to school in a bad mood, thanks to mom. Uh...after school, I came home, and feel asleep, not meaning to. Nikki called "we're on our way" I was so..OUT OF IT. So, KC of all people, picked me up..went to Adams, then we picked up Destiny. Chris kept calling everyones phone, but none would answer. He left vms. He blabbed about us dickin him over, and he said fuck all of you. Hah. Then he found out KC was with Nikki and I..and he goes "stuck up #1 & 2" Hah. He's so gay. When I see him I wanna know if I'm stuck up #1 or #2. Um, then we went to the mall, and Chris knew we were going.."if we see you, you might have the privledge to talk to us" LOLOL. oh PUH LEASE!
..We walk in the mall. Theres Ivan, Sara, Erik and some chick..we walk pass them. Don't say a thing. Leave there, and go chill at Joeys. Ivan and them wanted us to go to Chris' but both, Nikki & I refused to go, so did Adam. So it was me, Joey, KC, Nikki, Des, and Adam. Fuckin KC has a staring problem..I HATE being stared at. Adam and KC ended up "play fighting" and they fuckin ended up ON TOP of me, to where I couldn't breathe. Dude. Adam is like..all muscle, he's huge. KC is just fat.
We kept making fun of KC..and before you knew it, he stormed outta there..and left. We called his cell and he kept hanging up. After Adam and Des left, he came back, we chilled, then he took us home. Nothing special.
Today we did manicures. Tomorrow, is my 'Friday'..which sucks, cause I have to stay after. A lot of people do. Then I don't know whats going on after school. Tomorrow is Eriks bday. So yah.
My sis got her school pix. She looks so much older. [shes 13]. She's so pretty. BLAH. I'm scanning one later, cause Candice wants to see, and Jade..so yah. If I remembered how to post pix, and shit, I would.
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| Sunday, November 24th, 2002
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10:46 pm
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Went out with Chris and them, again. I was really dreading it, cause Chris forreal won't back up. He keeps telling Nikki he knows I don't like him yet he keeps it up. Well, today was better, except he kept saying I'm KC's gf. KC..who I can't STAND. So I go "Shut the fuck up, you're just jealous" and he said..NOTHING. =X
We went to Space invaders where Ivan, Desi, Adam, Erik, & Mike were. Shot pool..Played games got prizes. Nikki made me walk to Rallys with her..down Brookpark RD. Okay, for you non Ohioans..Brookpark RD is full of strip bars and shit..and known for prostitutes, etc. No sooner we get onto the road..a car full stops..we were so scared. Got to Rallys..walking back, Nikki ran across the street..so we were both on opp. sides. Fuckin a car full pulls up, stops, and goes "hey sexy wanna ride" I go "Nikki I ain't even fucking kidding, stop now" I ran across, and they pulled in the parking lot. So we called Ivan, Adam & Erik out..they're our body guards. and told them to walk and meet us. The guys left. THANK GOD.
Afterwards, Nikki and I went and drove with KC and Joey, instead of Chris and Vic..cause his cars a pos and smells. KCs is all pimped out. Chris was supposed to meet us at Joeys but didn't. So we chilled there, then Chris and Sam showed up..minus Vic, which is Sams bf. And I guess Vic was with Nikki as in..Chris' ex. Blahblah..buncha drama. Then Trista and Steve came over. I was sitting by Joey, and fuckin Chris goes "Why aren't you sitting by your bf" I go "Maybe cause..I DON'T HAVE ONE YOU FUCKIN MORON" Uhh. So him and Sam left. Then KC and Joey took us home. They made me sit in front. Nikki was throwing Joeys shirt and shit at me. And of course, KC had to take em. Hes so URGH.
I get out, when we got to my house, and go bye guys see ya tomorrow. And like, slammed the door, not meaning to. KC said something, but I ignored it. So Nikki was like "Stephhhhh! come here" I go "UH. no" and KC said something else. I BET he fuckin wanted a kiss or something, he always tries and I punch him. URGH. I hate him & Chris.
Anyway...I need to start my fuckin Xmas shopping yo. Wendsday is Eriks bday. And..MY BDAY IS COMING UP!!!!!! -> Dec 29th. Weeeeee.
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| Saturday, November 23rd, 2002
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11:44 pm - URGH
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This weekend is gonna suck, so far it has majorly.
Today I woke up at 2:30 considering I didn't go to bed til 5:30am. How'd I wake up? To my mom and sister bitching. So I was laying in my bed. Waiting for her to chill the fuck out, and she comes barging in "Get up now, you can't sleep all fuckin day" So..I screamed at her, yadaydya.
Fought with EVERYONE during the day. Cried some more. Emotional weekend. I'm usually tough, whats going on. But it's good I'm crying, lot I need to let out.
Tonight went to the mall with tiff, then up to Nicoles work, got free pizza and shit. Went pass the bowling alley, and Chris is up there. He thinks I'm going up there tonight, aha. Bad thing is, Mikeys working, and Chris probably still wants to fight him. I'm not there to stop it. All I gotta say is 'Chris you lay a hand on him I won't talk to you' ahaha, and he'll back up. Mikey will kick his ass anyway. Mikeys all muscle, Chris is all bones.
Um I don't feel good, at all. My throat is dry, my throat hurts, under my tongue hurts..my body aches, headache, tummy ache due to the soup my mom made she put like 2 cans of pepper in it, and burnt my insides. ETC.
I wanna go to bed, but I don't. Urgh.
He's on..I'm on..we don't talk. I'm waiting for him to IM me.. Hm..
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7:22 pm - . . .. . .. . .. . ..
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Not in a good mood. Upset. Depressed. Pissed. Angry. Etc. So I did this.
..series one// you -- name : Stephanie -- birthdate : December 29th -- birthplace : Parma Hospital -- current location : Brookpark, Oh -- eye color : Blue -- hair color : Redish Brown -- righty or lefty : Righty -- zodiac sign : Capricorn -- innie or outtie : Innie -- font : Arial 10, or Bookman Old style 10
..series two// favorites -- music : Basically anything. -- cartoon : Haven't watched cartoons in a while. -- color : Pastels, now I'm into dark colors too. -- slushy flavor : Kiwi Strawberry -- magazine : Seventeen, Teen, Twist, YM, etc. -- tv show : I like the dating shows. -- song : Who knows. -- language : English -- spice girl : Oh dear...I used to love them. I don't have a fave. -- food/beverage : Food; don't know. Bev; Diet Mt dew / Sierra Mist -- subject in school : Uh. -- ice cream flavor : Chocolate -- roller coaster : ?
..series three// what you did -- your most overused phrase on aol : lol, hmm -- the first thing you did when you woke up this morning : Screamed at my mom -- The last image/thought you go to sleep with : Depends on what happened that day -- the first feature you notice in the opposite sex : I'm picky..very picky.. -- the best name for a butler : Henry -- The wussiest sport : Um. -- your best feature : Eyes. and thats the only good thing. :[! -- your bedtime : Whenever I damnwell please. -- your greatest fear : I have quite a few. -- your missed memory : Um..
..series four//you prefer -- pepsi or coke : Pepsi -- mcdonald's or burger king : BK -- single or group dates : Both. -- adidas or nike : Adidas -- chicken nuggets or chicken fingers : Fingers -- dogs or cats : Dogs -- single or taken : ERRR :[ -- tupac or jay-Z : Tupac -- shania Twain or leAnn rymes : Shania -- lipton ice tea or nestea : Lipton -- one pillow or two : Two -- chocolate or vanilla : Chocolate -- hot chocolate or hot cocoa : Hot chocolate -- cappuccino or coffee : Cappuccino -- boxers or briefs : Boxers
..series five//do you -- take a shower everyday? : Yes. -- have a(any) crush(es)? : Uh, yah. -- do you think you've been in love? : Nah. -- want to go to college? : No. ;/ -- like high school? : No. -- want to get married? : Yah. -- type with your fingers on the right keys? : Sometimes. -- believe in yourself? : Uh..at times, I guess. -- bave any tattoos/where? : Bave?!? WTF? Uh..anyway, no, but I will. -- bave any piercing/where? : Here we are again, Bave?!? My ears, soon to be more. -- get motion sickness? : Not really. -- think you're a health freak? : Hah, yah, definetly, that explains why I'm fat, YA KNOW. UH. -- get along with your parents? : Not really. -- Like thunderstorms? : NO. I hate rain.
...series six// the future -- age you hope to be married : Don't know. -- numbers and names of children : 2+...not sure on names. -- Where do you see yourself at age 20? : Having fun. -- Describe your Dream Wedding : I'm picky, so I'd be here forever describing it. -- How do you want to die? : Who knows. -- What do you want to be when you grow up? : I don't know yet. Something that makes good money. -- What country would you most like to visit? : ?!
..series 7// oposite sex
-- best eye color? Blue -- best hair color? : Brown with blonde tips. -- short or long hair? : Short. -- best weight? : Muscle plz. -- best articles of clothing? : Don't know. -- best first date location? : ^ -- best first kiss location? : ^
..series 8// other
-- when's the last time you slept with a stuffed animal? : Um, don't know. -- how many rings until you answer the phone? : When I get there, I get there. -- what's on your mouse pad? : Nautica Jeans Co. -- how many houses have you lived in? : 3? -- how many schools have you gone to? : 6. -- what color is your bedroom carpet? : Lt Brown -- would you shave your head for $5000 dollars? : If I was drunk, maybe. But also buy me a wig along witht he $5000. And it better look good. -- if you were stranded on a desert island and you could only take three things with you what would you take? : Dont know. -- what was the best time of your life so far? : Uh, who knows.
..series 9//things you wear daily
Shirt/Pants Socks/Shoes Thong/Bra Deodorant Earrings Rings Makeup
..series 10//lists * 6 objects you touch every day Hair Phone Brush Makeup Keyboard Shoes
* 5 things you do everyday Talk Breathe Blink Bitch Listen to music Laugh
* 4 things you couldn't live w/o I admit...I can't live w/o guys. Music Makeup! Money
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3:35 pm - LEAVE ME ALONE ALREADY DAMNIT
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Last night..sucked. Angie picked me up around midnight, I was in a good mood. We get to the bowling alley [we went cosmic bowling] Nikki was working, blah. She calls me over..I go to her and she tells me Chris is up here, and brought me a rose. My reaction "WHAT? HE DID WHAT? WHEN WILL HE GET THE FUCKIN HINT. WHAT DO I HAVE TO DO TO GET It THROUGH. I GIVE HIM ATTITUDE LIKE NO OTHER. I KNOW HE REALIZED MY ATTITUDE CAUSE HE COMPLAINS ABOUT IT. YET, HE STILL BOTHERS. HES 23, WOULD HE GROW THE FUCK UP AND BACK HIS ASS UP OFF ME. GODDDDDDDD DAMNNNNNNN" ..I was screaming that. Angie yells over to me "Stephanie come here" meanwhile, people who work with Nikki, that I know, come over..and are all questioning whats going on. I go to Angie, she was with Mikey the DJ and Jack..an older guy who works there, he's kinda slow. I tell them what happened. Angie laughs. Mikeys all "A rose, fuck that I'll bring you a tree baby" Jack was all "tell him I'm your bf" I was thinking.."Um. no" So Chris goes by, and Mikey hugs me tight, and starts blabbin shit when Chris walks by. Yah, it was shady, but who cares. So blahblah..my mood went down cause I was stuck with Chris the whole night.
OH, Vic and Sam gave me the rose for Chris. 'he didn't have the balls' OKAY, hes 23, fuckin obsessed, and couldn't do it himself. hahahaha. loser.
So we go to bowl. Sam and I weren't going to but we had to so it was even. I beat everyone in the first game. So, of course Chris is all "how did a girl beat me" blahblah. 2nd game, I was jus fooling around, Nikki was standing on the lane, with her legs spread and I'd bowl through them, lol So I sucked 2nd game. Then, Angie, fattass, was booty dancing, her pants ripped, so I went to her house with her to get away from Chris. I FUCKIN WALKED OUT WITH THE BOWLING SHOES. Ahh, what a fool. Come back, and I said "I'm done bowling" and sat down. I was thinking about a lot of things..so fuckin everyone comes to me "whats wrong" I was like "just leave me alone" then Chris, comes, sits on the chair i had my feet on..and kept tapping my leg, and rubbing it.."whats wrong" "you mad at me?" "nikki?" I scream.."I AINT FUCKIN MAD OKAY, LEAVE ME ALONE" meanwhile, he continues. I go "did you not understand what I said?" he storms off, knocks over chairs..etc.
K, earlier, Mikey came up to me when I was sitting down, Chris was by me. Mikey goes "hey baby. what you doin tonight after bowling" and he starts playing with my hair. I was giggling, cause I knew what he was getting at. Then he kisses my cheek and goes "I'll be back" Chris goes "man, fuck this" so Chris was pretty heated.
After bowling, Chris goes "I have 3car fulls comin up for ur dude" I go.."for who?" he goes "ur 'bf'" I go "Mikey!?" he goes "i guess, he best watch his back" I laughed..and I go "Chris, grow the fuck up." he goes "he was talkin shit to me while u were gone" i go "okay, well hes drunk, and uve had alcohol too, so fuckin blow it off, act ur age, and grow up already" he goes "fuck that" so we tell mikey whats up. mikey is a fuckin cop too. but he was wasted..to where he couldnt walk. he goes "tell that _______ [he said a bunch of names] to get his ass back up here. i'll show him he dont wanna fuckin with me" etc. Mikey just wouldnt drop it.
Also that night..tears filled my eyes. and Nikki was like "Whats wrong steph. cmere" and I told her what was wrong..and yah. I NEVER cry infront of people.
Blahblahblah. I told Mikey I'd fight him, and hes up for it. We're supposed to fight tonight. =X
I didn't get home til 4:30am. Ahh. So I didn't wake up til 2:30ish. BLAH!
Thats it for now.
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| Friday, November 22nd, 2002
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4:46 pm - Blah.
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Yesterday I got a pedicure in Cos. 'The slut' was supposed to be my partner, but was absent. Today I found out she was absent so she didn't have to do pedicures; she hates feet. WELL, today I had to give her one. You don't even know how bad I was flippin out, I wanted to use some strong chemicals to clean her feet first. Everyone was laughing and kept asking if I was having fun. So got that over with. and she had to give me one. I got two pedicures in two days! She painted them really shitty, then I had her put these decals on, and she put them like way off center. It pisses me off, cause I need it to look nice and perfect, and BE CENTER DAMNIT. While she gave me a pedicure I painted my nails pretty pink and put princess crowns on the middle fingers, since I use them quite often, had to make em pretty.
Tonight, I don't know whats going on. I wanna take a nap. I don't feel good. It's snowing, well a mix of snow/rain..it's gross. It's freezing out. Nikki works til 1am. If anything I'll be going out with Tiff. and maybe around 12-12:30 Angie will pick me up and we'll go cosmic bowling, Chris and all them will be there. Who knows. I'm in a lazy mood.
Well, whatever we had, is over. I'll have the same "I don't care" attitude as he does...
Kevin just signed off on me in middle of convo. URGH, I hate that.
My mom is at the Drs..she thinks she has pneumonia. My sister is a total bitch, and I'm not joking, I'm bout to knock her out. I thought she wouldve learned from my mistakes..my attitude/mouth..but guess not. Shes stephanie #2. NOT COOL, GUYS.
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| Thursday, November 21st, 2002
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10:55 pm
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I'm way too lazy to update in detail. Yesterday Chris began making moves on me, I flipped out.
We chilled. Blahblahblah.
Today chilled with them again. Went to the mall, went bowling, played pool blahblah. Again, Chris began making moves and I flipped. He is fuckin 23, and so childish. He took my lipgloss yesterday, I had to use a shitty kind cause he told me he put it back. Got home, and it wasn't there. Lipgloss..I have on 24/7. Today he took my coverup and didn't give it back for about an hour. I had a horrible attitude today, I wish he'd get the hint.
Adam, who is really cute, he's 22. He is now with my exxxxx bestfriend, Destiny..well, his sister died today in an accident. It was so sad, he was bawling. She was young also, I think around my age, 16. :'[!
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| Tuesday, November 19th, 2002
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3:10 pm - ladidadidala
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Umm. Last night I skipped nightschool, and went out with the same people I've been chillin with. Chris, the kid who is all bout me, and I actually..talked, and shit. I usually tried staying away from him. But hes cool. Really good personality/sense of humor..but definetly not my type, so we'll remain friends. We basically drove around, taxing people around, meeting up with people, blahblah. Okay, Erik, who is supposed to be talking to Nikki..has been acting a lil weird. I understand why the one day, cause his mom and shit, and he had a lot goin on..but yesterday too. I was like "Erikkkkk, whats uppppp" and I go stand by him in line [we were at BP/subway] and Nikki just stood there, waiting for him to say hi, give her a hug, something. And what does he do.."C'mere Steph..let me hold you" I just gave him that look like "enough with the joking around" Cause I knew Nikki was upset. She stormed outta there. And I ran after her, and he goes "No, c'mere" I go "i'll bb" I ran to Nikki, hugged her, and blah. And she had tears in her eyes. Erik looks at me and I shook my head, and he did nothing. So I really wanna know whats up. If I was her and my man was blowing kisses and acted like he was all bout my friend, I'd be pissed too. ;/ I feel bad. So then we went to Eriks. It was..me, Erik, Nikki, Chris, Stephanie, Victor..then Eriks mom goes "go let Ivan in" OKAY..definetly wasn't Ivan. It was KC. KC..the one I didn't wanna see. Talk to. Etc. Everyone laughed, Chris moves over, puts his arm around me. I was like "Um no, I'm cool. Nikki you stay there [she was on the left of me] and Chris you stay there. [he was on the right]" I didn't wanna be by KC at all. Then Adam, Joey and Desi came. Desi..used to be a very good friend of mine. Kinda weird we chill with the same people.
Yesterday was the first day I went home alone with Chris and Victor. Cause Nikki was late. I guess when I got out, he called Nikki and was all "omg, talk to her, hook me up. she was so fun today. i've never laughed so much" blahblah HOW ABOUT NO! Plus hes all bout gettin back with his Ex, who hes in love with, or some shit. He needs to get his shit straight, forreal.
Anyway, yah. Today in school was boring. blahblah. I felt like I was dying, no joke, I'm kinda close to going to the Drs..you know I don't feel good for sure now. I had attitude, but who cares. Um..Chris and Erik are picking me up tonight, we're gonna chill, then later pick Nikki up from work, chill with everyone, blah. I also might chill with Tiff. Dont know yetttttt.
I TALKED TO SHAWN [IRL] YESTERDAY..AND YAH.
Speaking of..Shawn [aol]..don't know whats going on.
Kevin...I give you til next Monday. =X
Ah, gotta write Candice! Actually, shes supposed to be writing me... ;/
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| Sunday, November 17th, 2002
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10:18 pm - Urgh. Help meeeee.
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Got picked up at 2am. I was so out of it. Considering I only had 3 hours of sleep, and was trying to sleep when Nikki called to scream "WE'RE HERE!" go outside, in the cold, in my pjs, lol. and like I knew the one car, but just wasn't thinking [as in I forgot who drove it] then there was this bomb ass escalade. I was like "Hmm." so I go to the car I recognized..thinking Nikki was in it. I get in. And fuckin uglyobsessedChris was the driver. HOW'D I FORGET? Victor was passenger, another girl Stephanie me, Sam and KC. Nikki was in the escalade. We get to her house, and my understanding was they were comin over. But they didn't. so we go in, chill, blah. 4am Adam and Erik come over. I had the blanket over my head, sleeping. All of a sudden I see light. Erik took it off. I'm trying to get my vision back..Eriks like "morning Steph!" I'm like "Um right" and put in back over. Adam was in his car [he drives the escalade] on the phone with my EXEXEXEXEX bestfriend, Destiny. Shes a slut.I found out he likes her. He also supposedly likes me. I feel so uncomfortable around them now, cause I recently found out...KC, Vic, Chris, Chris#2, etcetc think I look good. Its like "eh." So Adam comes in around 5..I'm still off and on sleepin. He decides to poke me. I get up, stumble, and start punching him. I had 7 blankets on, I was so cold. ;/ Then I got hot. and cold. ;/ They left around 6. We went to bed.
Woke up at 4. Got ready went out with them. We chilled at Eriks and drank. and KC was all over me, and I aint even bout him AT ALL. I wanted to dip, badly. I felt bad cause Erik was upset. So Nikki was too. In the car she cried. I gave her lovin though, and made her laugh, so that felt good. KC was tryin to make moves, but I ignored him, and talked shit into Nikkis ear. =X
Hm. yah, I'm gonna call her soon. We need to talk.
This week in Cos we're doing pedicures. :[
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| Saturday, November 16th, 2002
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11:12 pm - Yay?!
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Things are gettin a lil better...
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11:04 pm
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After school went to the mall, got my mom some shit. Dad offered to buy me this $115 jacket I wanted. And what do I do. "No..not now, I wanna look around" Now I want it. He was gonna buy me clothes, but I was on the look out for black pants. No one had black pants I liked. I'm so dumb. So I ended up with some Victoria Secret shit.
After that we went out to eat. It was fun. My sister didn't go, so I was in a good mood.
Nikki called me, and told me..some KC dude wants to meet me cause everyone is telling him I'm hot. [LOL!!!!!!!!] Guys, help. Help them guys who think I'm hot. They need an eye exam. I ain't even lookin for anyone, so they can back up now. At 2am, Nikki gets off work, they're picking me up, and we're gonna chill. Then I'm sleepin over there. I've had 3hrs of sleep. I'm like a zombie. I feel like I'm drunk.
Tonight I went out with Tiff, went to the mall, again, and some stores, and drove around. Blahblahblah.
Talkin to Shawn now. I don't know what to do. What to think. Blah.
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6:48 pm - SUP GIRLS.
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11:46 am
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Going in in the morning was actually fun. She had doughnuts and shit for us. Ashlie cut and died her hair, Rema..who is I don't know what religion but basically everything is against her religion. WELL, her hair was reallll long, like down to her ass, and now it's a lil pass her shoulders. Ahh. Erin cut hers. Landree cut hers. I gave Amber a manicure and did her hair, I got a manicure and took two tests.
Afterwards we all went to McDs and these 3 ugly skater lookin boys had major staring problems. I went outside with Ash so she can smoke and they came out, and said hi to me. I was like "Um hi" and then we cut them off when we were leaving and they pulled next to us askin where the mall is and Melanie told them the totally opposite direction. Hah.
Bout to go to the mall, again. I've been there everyday this week. Gotta get mom something for her bday, today. Nothing like waiting til last day. I'm also gettin clothes and shit. Weeee.
I need to talk to you...
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